Sunday, November 22, 2009
My Birthday.
With every breath that I had in my life, I never feel that I can replace all the sin that I had done with every kindness that I done in my whole life. May Allah guide me to keep earned your Favour in the future. Ya Allah, forgive me for all sins that I had done to you in this 18 years on your Earth. And I also want to ask forgiveness from everybody whether he/she knows me or not especially my auntie, Che Ha. I know that I had done a big mistakes to you in last Ramadhan. Everyday,every moment I'm keep thinking what should I do so you can forgive me. I don't know what else I can do for you. I had do my best so you will forgive me. Whatever happened to me, you'll still be my "mom" in my life as long I can breathe no matter what happened. Without you, what will happened to me, am I will be in Maahad Tahfiz Sains, am I can get victory in every exam,can I get my driving lisence, or can I eat your lovely cake?? Ha2, I don't know. I know that this the Qada' Qadar that was arranged for me. After Che' was passed away, I never feel that I had lose my mom because you always be with me even since I was only 3 years old. You had give everything that you had to me everywhere, anywhere. I never feel alone, when I need something, you will always be there no matter how hard for you to help me. You had give all such feelings as a mother to me and I will never orget that. I don't know why I cannot say by myself " Can you forgive me??" I don't know why I don't have such strength to say like that to you. I only want everythin comes back to normal. Che ha, if you read this, I hope you can forgive me. And I hope Allah will bless you wherever you are with your beloved husband, Ayah Pa. Lastly, forgive me, mother.....
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
New Life In UiTM for Semester 2
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
Today is the fourth day me myself at UiTM Kuantan again. Today is also is the day of the first lecture for this semester. Actually I'm thinking to write in this blog starting from Sunday, but there is some minor problem in doing so such as no internet connection and quite busy in preparation for the life in UiTM. For your information, I have got my result for the last semester which is 3.43 only. I don't know why I felt not so satisfied with my result but I'm still grateful to Allah because I can get as good as that for my result. Insyaallah, I will do better for next time which is in these semester. I'm lucky for these semester because my father can send me to the college. This is the first time my father can send me over to my college. Ha5. I always waiting for him to send me, but I'm very glad for this time. Furthermore, my mother and my siblings also come together without Nawwaf and Nuaim because they still in their school.
We are depart from Tumpat in 12pm on Saturday noon. Actually we plan to depart on early morning,but there is some problems with my father's car which is the water tank was leak. My father cannot fix it by itself, so we must waiting until the workshop is open which is the earliest is at 9 am. So that's why we must change our plan. In the journey, there is not so many problems but my brothers always make some annoying request which is want water. he always like that. At home, he never can be seen in the house for a long time. For me, he is so stubborn, lazy but he is clever actually. In the car, he always said " I'm hungry, thirsty!!!" Only him that make that annoying request. Others include myself were not like that. That's why when in the journey, he always want to go to the toilet because he is the only one that drink too much of water. Then, in 7.30 p.m, we're still in Kemaman . At that time, my father make a decision to stop there and continue our journey in tomorrow morning. One more thing about my brother, he is so crazy to soccer sport. Whenever he see any soccer match, he will attracted to it and he will neglect everything include my mom and myself. Oh my God, what will happen to my brother. I recognize him like that when we're going to eat at the food restaurant at that night. There is some soccer show at other stall but we want to eat at other stall. So, he said to my mom that he ask us to call him when the food was arrived. Ha3. What a funny things. Then, in tomorrow morning, we go to a stall near to Kemaman's river to eat some breakfast. There, my father and mom order Nasi dagang which is thier favourite foo din Terengganu meanwhile my brother and I choosing Nasi Lemak. But we are regret after that because his Nasi Lemak is too sour. In the journey, I had some stomachache because of that of course. After breakfast, we taking some pictures beside the river because the scenery is so beautiful. Then we continue our journey to Kuantan. the journey only takes about 30 minutes only because the distance between Kemaman is only 40 km only.
So, I think I will continue later for my story because I want to go eat some dinner because I have Islamic Class tonight. So, I must earlier today. Ok, see you later. Have a nice day.
Wassalam
Today is the fourth day me myself at UiTM Kuantan again. Today is also is the day of the first lecture for this semester. Actually I'm thinking to write in this blog starting from Sunday, but there is some minor problem in doing so such as no internet connection and quite busy in preparation for the life in UiTM. For your information, I have got my result for the last semester which is 3.43 only. I don't know why I felt not so satisfied with my result but I'm still grateful to Allah because I can get as good as that for my result. Insyaallah, I will do better for next time which is in these semester. I'm lucky for these semester because my father can send me to the college. This is the first time my father can send me over to my college. Ha5. I always waiting for him to send me, but I'm very glad for this time. Furthermore, my mother and my siblings also come together without Nawwaf and Nuaim because they still in their school.
We are depart from Tumpat in 12pm on Saturday noon. Actually we plan to depart on early morning,but there is some problems with my father's car which is the water tank was leak. My father cannot fix it by itself, so we must waiting until the workshop is open which is the earliest is at 9 am. So that's why we must change our plan. In the journey, there is not so many problems but my brothers always make some annoying request which is want water. he always like that. At home, he never can be seen in the house for a long time. For me, he is so stubborn, lazy but he is clever actually. In the car, he always said " I'm hungry, thirsty!!!" Only him that make that annoying request. Others include myself were not like that. That's why when in the journey, he always want to go to the toilet because he is the only one that drink too much of water. Then, in 7.30 p.m, we're still in Kemaman . At that time, my father make a decision to stop there and continue our journey in tomorrow morning. One more thing about my brother, he is so crazy to soccer sport. Whenever he see any soccer match, he will attracted to it and he will neglect everything include my mom and myself. Oh my God, what will happen to my brother. I recognize him like that when we're going to eat at the food restaurant at that night. There is some soccer show at other stall but we want to eat at other stall. So, he said to my mom that he ask us to call him when the food was arrived. Ha3. What a funny things. Then, in tomorrow morning, we go to a stall near to Kemaman's river to eat some breakfast. There, my father and mom order Nasi dagang which is thier favourite foo din Terengganu meanwhile my brother and I choosing Nasi Lemak. But we are regret after that because his Nasi Lemak is too sour. In the journey, I had some stomachache because of that of course. After breakfast, we taking some pictures beside the river because the scenery is so beautiful. Then we continue our journey to Kuantan. the journey only takes about 30 minutes only because the distance between Kemaman is only 40 km only.
So, I think I will continue later for my story because I want to go eat some dinner because I have Islamic Class tonight. So, I must earlier today. Ok, see you later. Have a nice day.
Wassalam
Saturday, November 7, 2009
New Beginning...
Alhamdulillah.
Today is the memorable day for me because it is the beginning of my life to share my life with my blog. I don't know why I'm doing this. Maybe there is something in my life that cannot be shared by other people. It is not because I don't want to,but this is my natural behavior which is feel ashamed to share with other people. Besides that, maybe the people that I shared to will tell others about it. Maybe that is one of the reason. Truthfully, I'm like to be alone than sharing with other people because in the century, it is difficult to find someone that can be loyal to us especially and can shared our life together. Whatever... But now, I hope with this blog that I create today can feel some empty in my life and I can release all the chaos in my life to it. At least, I have some place to shared anything in my life. But I must remember, Sharing with Allah is the most important one that can be done first before anything else.
Ya Allah,
Today, Saturday, 7th November,
Will be the beginning of everything in my life,
Hope Allah can change me somehow,
And I beg your forgiveness for all my sin that I had done,
Only You is the Most Merciful.
Amin.............
Today is the memorable day for me because it is the beginning of my life to share my life with my blog. I don't know why I'm doing this. Maybe there is something in my life that cannot be shared by other people. It is not because I don't want to,but this is my natural behavior which is feel ashamed to share with other people. Besides that, maybe the people that I shared to will tell others about it. Maybe that is one of the reason. Truthfully, I'm like to be alone than sharing with other people because in the century, it is difficult to find someone that can be loyal to us especially and can shared our life together. Whatever... But now, I hope with this blog that I create today can feel some empty in my life and I can release all the chaos in my life to it. At least, I have some place to shared anything in my life. But I must remember, Sharing with Allah is the most important one that can be done first before anything else.
Ya Allah,
Today, Saturday, 7th November,
Will be the beginning of everything in my life,
Hope Allah can change me somehow,
And I beg your forgiveness for all my sin that I had done,
Only You is the Most Merciful.
Amin.............
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